tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8013554403076702042024-03-13T22:03:51.598-05:00She runsI am learning to run and this is my journey.samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13919019616403676798noreply@blogger.comBlogger21125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-801355440307670204.post-32258042883114030932011-03-28T07:01:00.000-05:002011-03-28T07:01:20.918-05:00She's Back!!!!!!<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">Thats right I am back. How I have missed running, and I didn't suck as bad as I thought. I didn't come crawling home on my face.It felt good to be doing something for me again. Another added bonus is that I got to run with friends and so early in the morning! I thought that I was going to have such a hard time getting up truth was I couldn't stay asleep, I kept waking up.<br />
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I have a fitness goal of doing a 10k in Jasper in the summer. I know I am starting off a little later this year, but I am going to work hard to be able to do this. Strength comes in numbers and I have 2 friends who also have goals. So if we keep meeting for runs then we can keep each other in check.<br />
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Thank you Sarah and Cheryl (and Reece) for the run today. It was just what I needed ! More than you know!<br />
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This week I plan on doing hardcore work outs I am going to be running 4X's this week and doing Turbo Jam every day, I am also going to the beach hardcore, I have a dress that I have to look great in by Saturday!<br />
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I have hit a motivational wall, I am not sure why hormones maybe, but it has been so hard to get my self going, I have been making every excuse not to do a practice run, I have felt myself reverting back to the old ways and I can't do that I have come so far, the hard part is over.<br />
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<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: #38761d; font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;"><b>My run tonight felt like the first time I ran. Only being able to run so much because I couldn't catch my breath. I need to get another run in tomorrow so that I can rest on Sunday. I pray that God takes away this cold before it starts and helps my lungs prepare for tomorrow's run. Failure is not an option this time. Let's just hope that I can run well tomorrow, because on Monday we move to 4 minutes. I have to do this, I don't want to fall behind.</b></span><br />
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I am hoping and praying that the rain will stay away this evening, if not oh well. </b></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>I have been doing this for a month now and I am noticing a change in my body, I like what I see. I have been doing a lot of work on my arms and abs as well, now to start my calorie and fat counting again, I have been a diet rebel for the last 6 weeks slacking off and not putting in the work and effort. My friend is getting married in 2 months and I am wearing a dress to her wedding, I hate wearing dresses and I haven't worn one in 6 1/2 years I want to look really good for it!</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>Thanks again for everyone's support and words of encouragement I really appreciate them. It keeps me going!</b></span></span></div>samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13919019616403676798noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-801355440307670204.post-36141963449254962292010-04-12T13:05:00.000-05:002010-04-12T13:33:24.061-05:00Quotes<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">I found these quotes today. I will read them each time I get discouraged when I feel like I am running like an old man!</span></b></span></span><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 16px; "><strong style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.22em; "><span style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.22em; color: rgb(0, 0, 255); "><em style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.22em; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">It does not matter how slowly you go as long as you do not stop</span></span></em><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"> ~</span></span></span><span style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.22em; color: rgb(0, 0, 128); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Confucius</span></span></span></strong></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 16px; "><strong style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.22em; "><span style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.22em; color: rgb(0, 0, 128); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></span></span></strong></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 16px; "><span style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.22em; "><span style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.22em; color: rgb(0, 0, 128); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" line-height: 16px; "><strong style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.22em; "><span style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; line-height: 1.22em; color: rgb(0, 0, 128); "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0); font-family: Verdana, Geneva, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; font-size: 13px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#993399;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">"Running is the greatest metaphor for life, because you get out of it what you put into it."</span></i></span></b></span><p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;">- Oprah Winfrey, talk show host and marathon finisher</span></b></span></p><p><br /></p><p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF9900;"><i>"There's no such thing as bad weather, just soft people."</i></span></b></span></p><p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><b>- Bill Bowerman</b></span></span></p><p><br /></p><p><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#009900;"><i>"The man who can drive himself further once the effort gets painful is the man who will win."</i></span></span></b></p><p><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">- Sir Roger Bannister</span></b></p><p><br /></p><p><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#9999FF;">"Running is a big question mark that's there each and every day. It asks you, 'Are you going to be a wimp or are you going to be strong today?'"</span></i></span></b></p><p><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">- Peter Maher, Irish-Canadian Olympian and Sub-2:12 marathoner</span></b></p><p><br /></p><p><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#FF99FF;"><i>"Anybody can do just about anything with himself that he really wants to and makes his mind to do. We are capable of greater than we realize."</i></span></b></span></p><p><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">- Norman Vincent Peale, author</span></b></p><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><i><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#990000;">"Good things come slow - especially in distance running."</span></i></b></span><p><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">- </span></b><a href="http://www.distancerunning.com/inductees/2001/dellinger.html"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">Bill Dellinger</span></b></a><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#000099;">, University of Oregon coach</span></b></p></div><p></p><p></p><p></p><p></p></span></span></span></span></strong></span></div>samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13919019616403676798noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-801355440307670204.post-27632728019126467032010-04-10T21:59:00.000-05:002010-04-10T22:21:37.355-05:00No Good Horrible Very Bad Day<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">I was having the very worst day today. The kids were getting under my skin with all their yelling and screaming and fighting. I even sent them outside to burn off energy. I wasn't feeling well either. I could actually hear them fighting while I was in the shower this morning. Len came home from work early today (it's very rare that he is home early on a Saturday) so I took advantage of that and hid in my room. I guess I fell asleep for about an hour but when I woke up I heard the kids fighting still. I got even angrier, so I literally ran away! I got ready, I got my shoes on got my pedometer and my purse together, stormed out the door, got into the van and drove to the gas station and the grocery store (there were things i needed for dinner and i realized that I had left without my water) and drove to the park. </span></b></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;"><br /></span></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">By the time I had raced around the store and my blood was pumping from being angry I thought that I was warmed up enough! I started my walk first and then my run I had to run a full 2 mins,walk 1 min. I was able to actually do 3 sets of this and then I switched to running 1 min walking 1 min for the rest of my time. I was so happy to accomplish this It's the best run I have done so far it's not where I am supposed to be but close to it. By the time I was done running I felt so much better. And ,yes when I came home the kids were still fighting and yet it didn't seem to bother me as much!</span></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;"><br /></span></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;">I did everything that my sister-in-law told me to do, take smaller strides, squats, and extra stretching. Running was so much easier for me today. I feel so proud of myself.</span></b></span></span></div>samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13919019616403676798noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-801355440307670204.post-3092484395753260002010-04-08T08:49:00.000-05:002010-04-10T21:58:31.654-05:00Squats, squats, squats.........<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Yes squats, I have been having issues with my shins while running and its all because I apparently have weak quads, and my shin muscles are compensating for my quads so my sister-in-law who is a physiotherapist recommended that I do squats (I should probably mention that my hubby told me to do this before to and and I just didn't listen to him lol), and to take smaller strides in my step, my problem is that everyone is so much taller than me and to try and keep up to other people running i have been taking bigger strides. I won't be running until tomorrow or Saturday, so until then it will be smaller steps when I walk and I will be doing a ton of squats, and core training (I have been slacking off lately)</span></b></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">On a funny note.........</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Make sure that your running pants, Capri, or shorts fit you properly, and aren't falling down or feeling loose and make sure that they have a drawstring when you start your run or they may start to fall down, I had a hard time running yesterday because of this! I literally did half of my run with my hands holding up my capri pants!!!!</span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><br /></span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;">Enjoy your day!</span></b></span></div>samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13919019616403676798noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-801355440307670204.post-74532749854323044272010-04-05T21:24:00.000-05:002010-04-10T21:57:51.912-05:00The hardest week of them all...........<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">This from what I am told was the hardest week of them all because you increase your running by 200%. Whatever it was it kicked my butt really bad. I did awful thanks to my week off of training. But I did it the best that I could and that is all that matters. I promise that I will get all my practice runs in from here on out no matter how busy or tired I am. Thank goodness my schedual is back to normal.</span></b></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;">Thanks for everyone's support I really appreciate it. It really helps to keep me going with this. </span></b></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style=" color: rgb(0, 102, 0); font-family:georgia;"> </span></div>samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13919019616403676798noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-801355440307670204.post-77257028197084900522010-04-05T14:30:00.000-05:002010-04-10T21:57:03.494-05:00Its a new week.........<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><b>Hi guys, </b></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><b>I know that I haven't posted anything in over a week and that is simply because there was nothing to post. I was so busy last week that I wasn't able to get in any of my practice runs at all. Really bummed about it but hey thats life sometimes it throws you a curve ball and there isn't anything that you can do but simply get back to it as soon as possible. So tonight I have running again and I am hoping and praying that I don't suck to bad lol. I will post later on tonight or tomorrow on how it went tonight!</b></span></span></div>samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13919019616403676798noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-801355440307670204.post-35210670662300328072010-03-24T21:58:00.000-05:002010-04-10T21:59:12.942-05:00Disappointed<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>Well the weather was not cooperating today, but I thought that I would Try to get in my running before the weather got worse (colder and windier) I am trying to stick with this and keep myself going. I got myself all ready Len was home from work early and dinner wasn't ready yet, Turkey Taco Soup cooking in the slow cooker. What a great dinner for a blustery day. Any way Like I said I was getting ready I got my layers of clothes on and found my gloves and my pedometer. It's a really cool one equipt with a radio and clock the whole shebang.lol. I head out the door and down the steps. Start my warm up and then my first 2 min walk, only I can't get past the walk my shins are on fire and feel like I have Jello legs . I figure that I am walking to fast so I slow down. But it's too late. I can't run my calves feel hard as rocks. I just keep on going. Thinking that maybe I can get them to loosen up,but they won't. So I spent my whole time walking, just walking. I was so mad that I couldn't run. I was balling when I got home. How am I going to be able to do this if I can't do my practice runs, was all that I was thinking on my way home. My husband saw how upset I was and all he said was "I am proud of you for trying, you couldn't run but at least you tried and you walked" I felt so much better. So hopefully I can run on Friday, because tomorrow I am taking the day off. I just hope that I can get my practice runs in so that I don't fall behind in the clinic. I have Friday and Sunday to get my runs in I just pray that I won't fail.</b></span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>Thats all for today!<br /></b></span></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#003300;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size:medium;"><br /></span></span></div></div>samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13919019616403676798noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-801355440307670204.post-30618087687927706872010-03-22T21:35:00.000-05:002010-03-22T22:34:08.067-05:00The day has come and I survived!<span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>So the day has come....... and I was really surprised that I wasn't as nervous as I thought that I would be. Maybe it was because I was busy all day doing stuff or maybe it was because Mother Nature was on my side, you see we had a long talk last night and she agreed that I shouldn't start my running in the snow and rain. But what ever it was I was more calmer.</b></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>So the time came to take my walk to the store, I live in walking distance so its not that bad. I just prayed that I would be able to walk home after. lol I get to the store and I think to myself I hope I am not the only person doing this today, to my surprise the store is filled with women only, makes it easier I think to myself I don't have to compete with any guys because lets face it men are usually faster than women. We have our introductions, but instead of introducing ourselves we get acquainted with someone we don't know and introduce each other, it was a nice way to meet someone else. I also found out that 3 of the girls work with a friend of mine and they are also inspired by her , she is the reason that I decided to run. She used to be very over weight woman. But has now lost so much weight. She took the clinic last year, a few weeks ago she finished her hypothermic 1/2 marathon. I am so proud of her. </b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>So this week we finished our meet and greet and then went out for our run . We start with a walk warm up around the building and then followed by a 2 min walk and then 1 min run.We do this 7 times for a total of 21 min of walk/run I think to myself that this will be a piece of cake. </b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>I start off really strong, I am a fast walker as it is, thanks to my experience with power walking. We finish our first 2min of walking and do our 1 min of running, I think that this is good I am at the front of the group with three others and not having trouble at all,I am doing really good for the first 3 rounds. </b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>We start our 4th round of walk/run, I get to the run part and I start falling to the middle of the group. I am starting to think that this is not a piece of cake anymore, and I just hope that I don't fall further behind, because lets face it who wants to be the last person . </b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>Round 5 it's getting worse Its getting hard to breath (I have asthma and its starting to get to me but I don't need my inhaler as I prepared earlier) I am feeling really hot and sweaty, and I am falling further behind. </b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>Round 6 I get a stitch in my side man those are painful and I find that I am now at the back of the group with one other person and a trainer, and to make matters worse I can't finish running the whole minute almost but can't.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>Round 7 I finish, I am at the back of the group can only run for about 25 seconds feel horrible that I can't run, my lungs are on fire and my calves are so stiff and feel heavy. I make it back to the store. I think to myself, I did it! I did it by myself and I did the best I could,and I didn't quit. I am so proud of myself.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>I walk home with a smile on my face, I finally did something for me and it felt great. So what if I was at the back at the end. the point was that I finished.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>I get in the door, and all I see is my husband's arm reached out with a big water bottle filled with Ice cold water, I plop myself on the couch and all of a sudden I feel like a puddle of mush my legs and butt start to hurt. The kids come and curl up beside me and we read a couple of books. I cough a few times,but its all good because, i know that I am bettering myself for myself and my family.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b>So I survived the first day!</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;color:#006600;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: medium;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div>samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13919019616403676798noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-801355440307670204.post-28604653173678090992010-03-18T22:45:00.000-05:002010-03-18T23:45:10.164-05:00Hmmmm........<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6xSosLxj6CnxI4wogfgYWwre3NJisDVUFhf_jUhuxdQB_bYWT3h7FMDbIZL1Uu2jp_f3kSWJTjroafBmf2nm74pEg9_TZzUSRyloSPdFG4QdlzlURm4TBXFyNmqdAfMqOEC1qjJbVRbY6/s1600-h/running.jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 137px; height: 91px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6xSosLxj6CnxI4wogfgYWwre3NJisDVUFhf_jUhuxdQB_bYWT3h7FMDbIZL1Uu2jp_f3kSWJTjroafBmf2nm74pEg9_TZzUSRyloSPdFG4QdlzlURm4TBXFyNmqdAfMqOEC1qjJbVRbY6/s400/running.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5450201387005781634" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#006600;"> </span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><b>I made this blog in August, but when it came right down to it I didn't really know where to start or what to say, or what I wanted this to be about. So it was left blank until now.</b></span></span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><b> </b></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><b>I think that I now have an idea of where to start and what I want this blog to be about. My journey. So here goes..........</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><b><span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span>It's January and I have decided that I am going to stop doing New Years resolutions, why because I always fail so miserably. What am I talking about?......My weight of course and trying to loose it. I always start every January 2nd dieting and working out and I do good I start off strong and then within the first week of the second month or around there give or take a couple of weeks, I simply rebel I stop all together, why do I do this I am not sure self sabotage. Feelings of unworthiness, for the little voice in the back of my head that says that I am going to quit so i may as well just do it now. So what do I do I give in and become mad and angry and bitter.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><b>So this year is different, how you ask? This year I gave up the old January 2nd ritual, It was well into January when i even thought what am I going to do I want to change but how? what can I do different, I started the old South Beach Diet, yeah sure Phase 1 was so incredibly hard I almost didn't make it through the 2 weeks of it but I manage to do it. Then it was time for Phase 2 I am not sure what happened there but it seems like every time i am able to get to the second Phase it feels impossible to follow. I felt myself becoming angry with myself once again. I know I want to do something and I have been thinking about learning to run. I used to run but have not done it in a very very long time.</b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><b>A friend of mine decided that she wanted to run too, so we both decided that this March we would do the Learn to Run clinic at the Running Room. She has sadly had to back out due to timing issues conflicts in the scheduling of the course. So here I am I have bought my shoes and paid for the course and I have no one to do this with, just me, myself and I. No Refunds for the course. there that is my incentive right there. I am not one to throw away money and thats what I will be doing, if I don't do this. I keep thinking $70.00 I could have used that money to buy my kids new clothes or shoes or to pay for one of my kids to go to soccer. Instead this year I am being selfish. Yes SELFISH I know it's not a word that I am used to. So this is my incentive to lose the weight and finally get back to what I used to be before kids and hubby. I have lost myself over the years and don't know how to get back on track this is my first step, I start the Running Room on Monday I am so scared I have butterflies in my stomach, scared of what? I am not sure, probably mostly failing. I want so bad to succeed, if I succeed in this then I have won I can do anything. </b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><b><br /></b></span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family:georgia;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color:#003300;"><b>So this is my journey I will be writing as often as I can on my progress,and my feelings. This blog will be raw and real and true. I hope you all will stay tuned.</b></span></span></div>samhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13919019616403676798noreply@blogger.com1